i’m taking the sign of this rain as something substantial.

for that, i turn into a music freak connecting emotions and thoughts a click into my hidden files and let that shit hit me.  that shuffle option makes it soo ‘cray how a certain beat, or lyric depicts the present ongoings of my life. 

for example.

excuse me, andreya triana.  the power of your voice has kept me hostage putting this song on repeat. .

….

sat down here best intentions

nothing said, nothing lied,
a bit of peace,
a bit of love, 
a bit of something left behind.

we shall go on, in this wayy..
cause we can’t go on living this wayy.

…

“Son SONGED the shit outta this muthafucka too” - big ghost.

as soon as he released this song on itunes, i purchased it. LISTENED to it. hated it.  fell in love with it. 

‘you are – you are thuhhh love of-my-life’ shit.” - big ghost.

…

jessica biel. smmfh . you just bagged a fucking legend with steeze, who happen to be from memphis, tennessee. turned mouseketeer, turned boyband superstar, turned fuckin legend. 
jessica biel, mary camden from 7th heaven, bagged justin fuckin timberlake.  how do you not wanna shake your damn head too. 

(Source: Spotify)

you wish you knew the type of music i store in my noggin.  ..

All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said, “Show me something,”
He said, “If you dare come a little closer.”

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

It’s not much of a life you’re living
It’s not just something you take – it’s given

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay.

Oh the reason I hold on
Oh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you’re the broken one but I’m the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it’s hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay, stay.
I want you to stay, oh.